YOU, DON'T

Now I'm worried...

I hope she co-operates. Not only did she not come for meetinga due to her work, but she even had the cheek to ask the meeting to be postponed by one day. You guys may wonder why I am acting like that's sucha big fuss. OK, 1stly, when this meeting is decided, she asked to start later. I compromised with the PI and the others so it would be suitable for all of us to arrive to the meeting with no fault and delay. 2ndly, 3 days before the meeting, she asked to postpone the meeting.

I was kinda pissed; cuz it would seem she is thinking that I am the only one who can conform to the changes. I am not the whole team...and I don't conform to last-minute changes. Everyone has already decided to be on that day and it'll be a hassle for all of us to change their timetable. Not for all, but as for me who needs to inform the others and getting their replies back and forth is quite tedious. I am not spared of growing white hairs because of this. Couldn't she spare her work time for school's?

I tried not to blow up on the spot, but luckily there are supporting evidence from my PI to counter her plead....*MSN*

...that was her online. I thought she's trying to argue to me that she could not find proof that the meeting is on Wed, but she was only confirming. Well, at least the PI also confirmed this.


On the topic of PI, she sent us her future schedule, telling us to speed up and not do last-minute work. Let it be this Wed to plan our lab sessions for the upcoming weeks. I'm thinking of having 2 lab meetings per week; just have to hear what the others say. (hope they don't explode)


I was reading some blogs from my schoolmates. As I read their entries about their FYP meetings, it got me to worry that our team is lagging. Others have like every meeting or 2 per week. We have them, but our part is still on its trial-and-error session, not to mention confirm that is the drink we're gonna make (flavour testing). It's the holidays, but no rest for us. And everything we have to do ourselves; so we screw up, we'll be shot. I can't wait to graduate; this school is really pissing me off because of their system. Other polytechnics let their students take a break, do attachment with schedules and pay. I want my school to read this: YOU are nothing compared to the rest. Don't bother competing with them; stop trying to be the best.

To my families reading this: I'm certain all of us are not the type to voice out. DON'T choose my school.

When I'm out of NS, I will brainwash myself out of Science. I really want to do what I really excel in, and Allah knows what I am in the end.

Peace.