Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Mostly in June.

Sixth Coming!

Harlow guys. I'm back. For the past two months, mundane timetable filled my life. So if you want to know what I'd been up to, you'll eventually will get bored of them. Most of you probably knew that I'm the heat heat chicken shit type. I pick new stuff; I dump them next. So therefore nothing to be updated yet.

Except that most of my contacts had already gotten their love letters. Mostly in June. Mine hasn't arrive yet. I wonder when. Allah knows. I've prayed to Him that I will be spared of strenuous things that may overburden me. Even my nenek doubts my survival in it. It's true; I can't even run ten minutes! But throwing explosive green pineapples seems fun.

I've been having hypertension because of that. I'm even more worried clinging for a job after. Stress!!! Faith in Him.

If you are reading this, I've decided to put up a proper blog template then. haha!

Salam!

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Can you guys believe it?

Goodbyes.

What can I say? My post O-level nightmares have cleared. After three years of sudden death, I'm free of non-stop presentations. Yes, I have graduated. But there's still one more visit to RP. Graduation ceremony. Hmmmm...

So I've gotten my results. Of course I had expected the worst, but praises be to Allah, I've at least passed. I actually tried to apply for university. Can you guys believe it? I have to say I have no idea on what to do after two years of you-know-what, but belom cuba belom tau kan. However, most probably I'll be studying again. And again, I'm unsure of what field to focus on. =/ Allah knows best.

Bah, what am I getting so wiggy-waggy about. Salam.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Aristocrats

Forums.

I was reading a post which said that someone earning $5K/month claimed unbearable with his household and family expenses. He had four sons, making the family of six members.

Now, other than the high standards of living these days, I do not see how he could have problems living life. My abah earned less than $2K/mth, but I don't see anything wrong with expenses. We are not living under budget too.

Aristocrats.

Salam

Friday, February 15, 2008

I need my drugs!!!!

Where's my RAM?!

Monday, February 11, 2008

I think I'm really starting to regret letting go of this opportunity. A job so rare these days, given to me, $7.50/hr, 3 days/week. Now I'm left with nothing. Those two days were horrifying. Too much of them responsibilities for me to accomplish. Aristocratic environment no wonder. I'm back to square one. Blah.

I suck at making decisions.
Ain't that right lady
;)
Salam.

Saturday, February 9, 2008

Fuck la. i think i really suck to the fucking core. i really can't stand my fucking attitude and personality. To everyone, I'm sorry I've let all of you down. I am really useless afterall. With that bad experience, it justifies my poor survival in this world

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Odd jobs they say.

Ahh yes.

I'm back. I'm back. I don't think I'm buying a new laptop. Instead Imma stick with this desktop, and keep upgrading it. Post-tertiary is here. Like any other men, me too am waiting for IDF. >=( So what are you guys doing for this break? I'm picking up skills to fill up my empty time. Jobs are hard to find this season. So currently I am doing none except to find ways to budget myself. Odd jobs they say.

I'm so hungry. Hey, Son of Rahman and Yehoshua, if you guys are reading these, I'm still waiting for those pics due last year D=<

Dziendobre

Thursday, January 31, 2008

Farewell, my friends

Finale

So long~
Bitch you did me so wrong~
I don't wanna go on~
Living in this world without you...

I've turned down my latest job offer because of its location and pay. I believe my pay will be the...pay for the cost of my transport's...cost. Anyways, this will be the very last time I'm blogging with this laptop. When the next entry will be? Allah knows. I'll be uber busy for the next few weeks. So the next time you guys see me online, that would be the time I've finished NS.

Tomorrow's the last day of school. For the 2005 intake, tomorrow will be the finish line. Mine was two weeks ago by the way 0:) Once the clock strikes 1600hrs, all of us will be going separate ways. To work, to serve the nation. All that matters is that no matter what your next circumstance will be, whatever the Almighty had planned for us, I would like to wish you the best in your future endeavours. I've learnt a lot in my journey through polytechnic. It reveals the true me that I never imagined myself to be. I've also realized what my true potential. In any case, the most worthwhile thing I'm gonna cherish in my past three years is the friendship I had. Yea, half a year ago I was cussing it, but I came to realize how important it is in terms of its pleasurable effects. This is the first time I wanna cherish it dearly because of the beautiful memories we share. Thanks to all of them that they made my poly life. They include the Aikidokas, Pf0102, the Biotech dudes. Allah bless you all.

OK I suck at saying mushy stuffs. I'm just pampering myself. So yea, whoever you are, especially the blog readers, I bid you farewell. Peace.

PS: This blog is almost a year old!!

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Aff to the power of 10

I have to return this laptop this Friday.

Goodbye Laptop.

I've abused you far enough.
Wallahi

I'm bored. Me Want Food. Back to the papers. Need lobang. PL0x

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Back.

OK I'm back from job hunting. But I turned all of them down. You can say picky, but yea, picky. Oh wells, another day another dollar...>=(

KOKO

Monday, January 28, 2008

I just woke up! 12 full hours! OK so the trip I had in mind is gonna be postponed till tomorrow. *yawn* My teacher asked me my GPA. Hmmm... who filled her in ah?

Sunday, January 27, 2008

Looking for a job sure is hard...
Fear of the moderation.

Friday, January 25, 2008

Why not ten??!?

Hellrider

That was the night of cycling. Was shorter than last year, but much more intensive due to the hills. Damn Kranji MRT Underground!! Other than that, it was great. The group of five only had two completed it. And I've gotten the feeling of camwhore....and uh >_>. The whole route goes from RP-->Chong Park City-->Thomson Mountains-->MacPherson Big Breakfast-->Newton Circus & Co.-->Ten Mile Junction-->RP. Damn tiring as expected. But the whole process of torturing myself is much tolerable than last year's. Allah's will I managed to live through. Amin.

So that was the end of RP days for me. I promised earlier that when I leave, I moon them and shake my ass. Yup, my ass did shake because of the torment aftermath of the cycling. But the regrets of not spending the end days wisely was not friendship. It was bringing back the fish burgers. There were tons of them, yet only a few ate it. Blasphemy! Those were delicious!!! Too bad I did not bring plastic bags to bring the leftovers home. I only took two; my friend five. I should have brought a bigger bag; my family loved them. AHH!! Why not ten??!?

Salam.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

But for now, it's a nicht-nicht.

Restless

As long as this is not over, I will not rest. It's OK Saiful. Your degree of error falls in the safe range. To graduation!!!

Which reminds me. Graduation Day and Night are coming. Should I go? I remember back in secondary school, their prom and graduation night were quite alright. Expensive mind you. I thought those nights would be a good chance for me to get socialize. They turned out to be the most boring nights ever. Everyone was confined to their own clique. What a waste of good money. Maybe I'll change my mind. But for now, it's a nicht-nicht.

So just now, my maternal side had a recitation. It was only 5 mins earlier that I got to know that the only guys will be me and my abah. I was wtf last minute info. But we managed to pull through. Amin.

Ok back to stress mode. Salam.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Address: Unknown

To whom it may concern,

Please do not assume I'll be left behind. Not when you think you won't be. And you are easily taken by the words of the most yawned farced man ever. Both of you fail to realize that I am able to foresee the circumstances. With the digital appliance of Excel, I was able to plan ahead of possible routes should there be any road bumps. As such, your claims do not intimidate me. Your baseless claims will never lay out my setbacks, and as proof, I have outlined the 'degrees of error'. Ever heard of the phrase 'Look before you leap'? In case I leaped before I looked, I have installed preventive measures to support my fall. Therefore there will never be any possibilities of me be eternally placed in the utopia of stupidity.

However, should there be any mishaps, I will assure you both; you're going down with me. I'll burn you, your bikes, your wives, your children, your parents; and skewer your remains with a wooden pole through your maggot-filled genitals. For display purposes, I'll have them placed at every corner of our dearest institution. Just like the KKK.

More information of the sacrifice:-



In summary, mind your own business :)

Yours sincerely,
Cik Leh

PS: This is not a threat; this is an order.

Moron 5

Decimate!

Today had been Wednesday, so I dropped down to the IDF to have my checkup done. To summarize, you have your photo taken, you have your urine tested, you have your blood injected out, you have your eye visuallized, you have your X-Ray anatomized, you have your dental extracted (well no) and you have your body plugged in. And the second half requires your brain power for 2 hours, and that alone is very very tiring. My advice is have your meal before the checkup, and have your meal before the computer test. I was literally a zombie after everything was over.

I just had a migraine so I might not forgive myself for listening to Maroon 5 earlier. And I love this laptop. I just wish I do not have to return this. I have only a week left. Aff.

The Temple of Burger King - Apoolbahari's Rainbow

One day I've had a bad chickenpox
In a time remembered well
When a poor young man of the Lion City
Had a full meal at the Taco Bell
One day I've had the bad chickenpox
And my handphone began to ring
It meant the time had come for myself to go
To get some food from the Burger King

There in the middle of the shopping mall
I stand searching, seeking
With just one look at the trancing map
The answer will be found
Burgers wait while the cashiers say
Eating here? Take away~
And then like the rush of five chicken wings, they shine beside the buns
And the meal had just begun~

One day I've had a bad chickenpox
In a time remembered well
When a poor young man of the Lion City
Had a full meal at the Taco Bell
One day I've had the bad chickenpox
And I crave for more Burger Zings
It meant the time had come for myself to go
To get some more from the Burger King

There in the middle of the restaurant
I sit sniffing, eating
With just one bite with his weak right hand
It's gone!!
At the Temple of the Burger King!!!

*Ritchie solo*

Salam...

Monday, January 21, 2008

PASS ME!!

Jolly be golly

I'm now safe, except for that one except...ion. Pass me. PASS ME!! So tmr I'll be heading off to the IDF HQ to have my checkup. I still am not prepared for the things needed. Lessee, all you need is the questionnaire with your parents' sig, maybe ur health booklet (if you've got issues) and report in like Ali G, complete with Tommy Hilfinger's labels.

Ok tu aje.... Salam!

Saturday, January 19, 2008

I wanna make it look like a cat
But it turned out to be a bear...

Yippee!!

Blogspot rulez!! Their bloggers allow dls of albums!!! Great success!!

What not with all those girly facials.

Ballet

I just remembered in P2 there was this 10th anniversary for the school. So as part of a performance, I was selected to be in a ballerina act. How I got in I have no idea. Anyways, those were the days when I have to put on make-up, blushes, lipstick and mascara for every training and the big days themselves. I'm one fifth of the act, and siao liao. Imagine dancing for and skiing across the stage with thousands (and thousands) watching you. And the best part is my father was furious about it. LOL the reason was the act was feminine, so yea. What not with all those girly facials.

Friday, January 18, 2008

Like beating a dying horse, you know.

Suerte!!!

Where should I start?? OK, I sold my laptop to a nice chap for $120. I got real fedup with it, and even got more fedup with a certain buyer. Said to sell at $250, but at the last minute, he backed out. Arr! At least this catastrophe is much better than repairing it. Like beating a dying horse, you know.

So I told my PI to pull a few strings for me. So she got me a laptop!! Shh, secret ah. If you expose it, your genitals will be the one being strung and pulled. So anyways, this laptop is marvelofantastica! 1Gb RAM, 100Gb space, fingerprint and webcam-abled. And the best part is, unlimited loan limit!!! Gonna abuse my student rights!! (6)

And voila! I'm enjoying post-FYP blues. I've yet to print the questionnaire and gotta buy new shorts. Salam Yaum Asyura!

Monday, January 14, 2008

NO E/F may Allah wills!

Hallowed be thy name

This may be the last time I'm using this laptop. It's experiencing near-death. And so I intend to sell it off. But I've got 3 more weeks. And I've like no proof I'm gonna safely graduate. NO E/F may Allah wills!

Salam

Saturday, January 12, 2008

When there's no stress, there's no action

Painkiller!!!

Yay, today marked the end of FYP. Freedom! All in all, I believe I shared my piece with the assessors, and I think that it was many folds better than the first. I was not trembling like a motorboat's engine haha.

So what am I gonna do momentarily? Find job, slack. I still have not printed out the NS Medical Questionnaire. Aff. And there's this Art excursion next week. Should I go?

Bah. When there's no stress, there's no action. I'm outta here. Salam.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Bu~~t, I was wrong.

Luck!!

I skipped class on Tuesday to complete FYP. So I thought there was no need to complete the homework because it would be futile. Bu~~t, I was wrong.

So I believe that MP3 was a bad investment. Bad cable, bad earpiece...bad recharge time? And he even had a cheek to say it lasts 6 hours. Long charging hours for a short playtime. GYAAHAHAHAHA! >=((

Two more days!! I'm still looking for a job. Still looking for a buyer. Still looking for a haircut tmr.

Salam Awal Muharram

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

Salam. :D

R4.

My R4's spring latch for MicroSD is spoilt!! Now my NDS is officially useless. For the past month, I've been using it as a sole MP3 player. So I decided to sell it and just buy a new MP3. I can die literally without music for more than 12 hours. I've got myself a few buyers, but I hope I can achieve a $200 sale. Really need the money.

OK, so I bought myself one. And the package is really defective. Malfunctioned USB cable and earpiece. That is pathetic!! I have to run back to the shop twice just to query. And that darn machine cost $60. D=< Aff, I really need that $200.

It's Thursday and we still have not printed the poster. Salam. :D

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

Aku was-was ah.

Hingga Sabtu ni...

D=
Scorpions - Still Loving You

Time, it needs time
To win back your love again.
I will be there, I will be there.

Love, only love
Can bring back your love someday.
I will be there, I will be there.

Fight, babe, I'll fight
To win back your love again.
I will be there, I will be there.

Love, only love
Can break down the walls someday.
I will be there, I will be there.

If we'd go again
All the way from the start,
I would try to change
The things that killed our love.

Your pride has build a wall, so strong
That I can't get through.
Is there really no chance
To start once again?
I'm loving you.

Try, baby try
To trust in my love again.
I will be there, I will be there.

Love, your love
Just shouldn't be thrown away.
I will be there, I will be there.

If we'd go again
All the way from the start,
I would try to change
The things that killed our love.

Your pride has build a wall, so strong
That I can't get through.
Is there really no chance
To start once again?

If we'd go again
All the way from the start,
I would try to change
The things that killed our love.

Yes I've hurt your pride, and I know
What you've been through.
You should give me a chance
This can't be the end.

I'm still loving you.
I'm still loving you,
I need your love.
I'm still loving you.
Still loving you, baby...

OMG this song is uber classic. I rmb listening to it when I was 3, frequently visiting my cousin's house during the Bukit Batok days. It brings back so may memories, I cried.

Sunday, January 6, 2008

I HOPE NOT, insyallah.

1 hour.

Took me that long to load this page in RP. Anyways, I wanna cuss Struct Bio. Have a fair chance of failing it. I HOPE NOT, insyallah. I just need a D and I'm outta here. I asked them to transfer me to another module they say cannot. Then one week later, I found alot of students jumping from Struct Bio to other modules. Are they being prejudiced against me?

Oh what a bar. I have UT later. Three lessons I skipped. haha. Can't wait to go home and watch all my Spongebob CDs. Tomorrow's gonna be a long day *yawn* Salam.

Patrick: "Are you gonna listen to a big old dummy (Mr Krabs) or are you gonna listen to me?"

Spongebob: Uhh...

Saturday, January 5, 2008

How does you change the URL on Livejournal??

=/
O yes

Remind me to buy Live After Death DVD early Feb. It's a concert off 1985, and contains masterpieces such as Rime of the Ancient Mariner, Powerslave, and Revelations. It comes complete with a giant mummy, Dickinson playing guitar and extras such as Rock in Rio clips and the boys killing Eddie.

If anyone did, crush it!!!!!

ARGH!!

I've been missing alot using this computer. All because the sound card is ruined!! D=< I can't watch Youtube without understanding what they're saying, listening to important convos, and most importantly, my music library!!! Imagine this going on for almost a year!!! I'm going insane!!!!

A bedbug just crawled underneath my keyboard. Don't blame me if it suddenly appears in class. If anyone did, crush it!!!!!

Speaking of class, we've got 4 weeks of school left. One more week til I'm out of purgatory, another til I'm out of hell!!! Syabas!!!!!!

Wassalam.

Thursday, January 3, 2008

taula...duit kahwin

Aiyo

I'm doomed next Saturday. I failed to answer half of the questions posed by my faci. She did tell em that I was too quiet in my first presentation. But really, after submitting that report, I autofragment and delete all those info in my brain. It's no wonder I went total blank this morning.

I was asked of my plans after NS. To be truthful, I have really no definite plans. Even if I do, it's gonna be like finding a gold pot at the end of a rainbow. I think studying is after all not good for me. But there's still lifelong learning. Maybe I'll attain a license, find work while studying on a part-time basis. My parents are growing older, but so do all of us. I need to find a stable income source. Save for my future, my parents' pension and taula...duit kahwin.

I find shuckling laughable. Salam

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

It's racialist.

Revelations.

Happy 2008!! Eh, I said that I would recap the previous year, but I kinda don't feel like doing it. Maybe later...Bzz. The reason I'm so busy these few days was because I've been reading up on the Dews. Like, for example, the Dewish involvement in the Treaty of Mersailles. The Dewish control of Fermany pre-Bazi regime. And the Gologauze. My history class do not dive into why the Dews suffered in WWFII. Not even the whole world. That's because that's for them to know and us not to find out. The mejia plays a part too, as we all know. In the modern era, their alleged control of YouSA and partnership with the Boot administration. Think about it. The portrayal of Mormons to be terrorists. The driving force of Boot to 'take revenge'. The innocent victims of the artifical land. That's what they want you to know. What they do not want you to know...I can't list them here. It's racialist. But all I can say is that this elaborated scheme dates way back to that sacred date; the turning point of the modern times. As we step into 2008, will this blinded storyline unveil?

Anyways, those alone were enough to make me stay overnight. What can I say? I'm board. And a little uninformed before that. Oh wells, tmr go school discuss about poster. Just heard that next Sat will be the presentation day. Hm.

Salam.