By the logic of the majority, I'm going with the former.

Crap!

My PP Poster Presentation will be on 26 Sep. I had some confusions earlier whether the format size would be 4 separate pieces of A3 or just one big A1 just like FYP Poster. By the logic of the majority, I'm going with the former. Now what's left for me is to re-edit the draft (notes, picture) before going for printing. Well, the sad thing is our new PP criteria will be assessed just like FYP. 3 assessors at one time D= and whole sets of timetable DD=!!! Should have completed this earlier man...

I have only a few days to enjoy before work starts next week. And that damn net is still not working!!! Which is why I'm here at NLB. Damn you corporate internetworking businesses.

Salam!

Genre: HipHop/Rap/Rock. Eeek.

Guess who's back...
Back again...
Apool's back...
Tell a friend...

Eeek.

I was listening to some of my old CD albums I collected 4 years ago. Genre: HipHop/Rap/Rock. Eeek. I can't believe I listened to these mainstream pops!! Stupid me was a newb in music back then and I can't even fathom I tolerate with these songs. *dies*

Anyways, I'm in school again redownloading Adobe for the 3rd time. No idea just now when the dl was just cut halfway. D=

Ok salam

Any version; no matter

NYOOO!!!

I need Adobe Photoshop: urgent!!! Any version; no matter. McDonalds won't help. It's either tmr or NLB...D=

I went to take a shit and got automatic restart'd!

Woosh...



I'm now at RPLib with Anam. Just had an FYP meeting for the new semester. Basically, all we had to do is to record the temperature of several conditions in RPC's rooftop. We're officially starting the recording this Wednesday and will be doing the datas the day after; everyday until PI says otherwise. I didn't know this would be an external FYP, and I still have problem figuring out how to work the device into recording the data of the day, synchronizing the computer's clock and plotting the graph. Hmm...will have to wait for more clarification.



So last Sat, it was cool. 1st ever Annual Aikido BBQ. I was sad though; most alumnus were unable to attend it (I was the only one). But it was fun with the rest. Damn cool anf funny people. Really enjoyed it from start to finish. From the windy weather, to the curse of the ancient mariner, and the crazy photo-taking. Many thanks to the committee. *thumbs*



I just reformatted my laptop. But this time I managed to save my important files into my hard disk. Now hope that it won't lag to doom. Too bad the sound speaker is a hardware malfunction, so had to drop by Acer for servicing. One more thing is that damn Singnet. My Internet network is still unable to connect D= At least there's still McDonalds.

*went to take a shit*

AFF!! I went to take a shit and got automatic restart'd! But no more lag for me. Hehehe Ok gonna go home.

Salam!

Salam Sanitarium

Lonely...

Do you know what it feels like to be lonely? Wasting my last teenage years couping at home. I yearn for the days where I would go home late because of the activities I'd happily spent with my companions. There weren't many to start with; that's why I'm treasuring all of them. Now I feel that I'm becoming more of a boring person. Possibly because I did not go out at all. This is where I'm getting personal.

Last time I channeled all my time towards studying. No time for Internet, no time for puberty-induced activities. That is why my circle is small. I remembered that the picket of us would enjoy studying together, playing LAN games after school or even joked and mocked alot of the things that aren't up to our expecatations. Though my participation is minimal due to my study commitments, I must say that I share lots of interests with them. Lots of it. That's why I regard them as my close friends.

Because of the above, I tend to define that friends are the one who share the same interests as me. Thus I'm very picky when it comes into play. I do not care if you are a male or female, as long as you like what I like, I like you. (I'm no homo) As my evolution of personalities continue, I find myself having lesser of true friends. The circle is closing in for me. Consequently, I direct all my thoughts, dreams, discussions, comments only to my maternal relatives as always as they've understood me very well. Just can't go wrong without this. For example, whoever misses their childhood memories? People I talked to about this just simply say 'Just move on...'. Move on where? More misery of the adulthood? I agree that this is unavoidable for all humans, but reminiscing back just helps you realize of the stepping stones and mistakes you promise not to repeat in the near future. At the same time, relive those memories that carve you to who you are now. If you get to share this and find that the other individuals have the same thoughts as you did, wouldn't it be better? This makes me feel the warmth inside, and I would like to spend more with that person too, if more similarities lie ahead.

But the questions lie...

Is it me who have changed alot? New interests profound me that does not concern the majority?
Is it the world who is constantly rotating? My inability to catch up with the trends of teenagers?
Is it the humans around me who evolves just like I am? The thought of 'survival of the fittest'?

Let's just leave this for you to decide. Part of this is the reason why I can't wait to leave this school. Good memories, bad memories. Looking back I realize it's the same cycle for me. But I guess this is life, huh? The roller coaster ride. Hopefully after NS, I'll go to a new school, get a part-time job and accomplishing things I'm unable to in my teenage years. Making new cliques, rise to the top and chasing my dreams. A new moniker. I'm serious.

Hoping none of the mistakes dealing with friends from what I've gone through these three stages of institutions will be repeated nor haunt me in Chapter 22.

Salam Sanitarium :(

This article is kept ambiguous and is not targeted nor intended to readers like you! Or at least that's what you think...

Sometimes I think I need counseling. I think I really do...

Retard sey

Retard!

I said yesterday that I'm resting today. In the end, I ended up not sleeping at all!!! WTF!. I got around to snoozing at 1445 this afternoon, and got a 5 hours sleep only. And now I'm tired...D= Retard sey! And what's more retarded is that I tend to do the impossible a sane me would always think twice about. Yes, I think I'm at the wrong end. Aff...

Salam

Peace of mind alas

Board...

Just woke up from a nap...but still very tired. It's ok, my friend. You still have the entire day to yourself tomorrow. Peace of mind alas. Inspirations please. O Allah help moi.

I'm hungry. And whenever I'm hungry, I'll think of all the places to go and eat. I've found my haven btw, though I must keep it a secret. I don't want you people to bug around me; as in like all bugs: irritating. It would be a date with just me and Prata. *melts* My heart just cheers up whenever I think of it ^_^ =D

*eats*

OK I'm back just to say bye.

FULL FORCE

Breakdown...

Physical and mental...

I need a break...maybe tomorrow?

No laptop...

Just me, myself and infested mattress...

Then maybe the next...

FULL FORCE!

Open gate, close gate

Afternoon!

Today I went to Sci Centre for the NJRC briefing. This year, I'm stationed as Crowd Control. Open gate, close gate. haha. As the trend goes, I'm the only Malay in my group. Sadly, none of my colleagues from the previous year would work here again.

So apparently, I've sworn never to use Illustrator unless I've properly learnt its basic fundamentals through the methods of learning. My submitted workpiece is horribly horrible, but luckily the client is satisfied. Phew, now my first piece to my portfolio, and a $50!

Hmm, nothing else to add except for my excitement for Aikido BBQ. The 1st ever after yearly failures; I'm so looking forward to it. Mind you, I already paid for it, but kudos to the committee!!

Salam!

With Pride

Personality defines an individual
But time defines his outcome
The outcome that defines his fate

Time waits for no Man
But I bide within
Stealthing for the outcome
I've been assigned to

For one day
I'll rise to the top
And look below
With pride

Pride has its fall
So does betrayal and treachery
Scrutinize the verse
And strength is your counter

Pick yourself up
Rise from the ashes
Swear vengeance on them traitors
For their deeds are to be repaid by blood

Friends
Insecurity
Two words oft paired
Through the devil's whisper

Lies about pledge
Lies about help
Lies about trust
Misused words oft fooled

Foolish!
No reasons for them
Hermit or the slave
You control your path
For one day
Karma will befall unto them

Days passed by
Slogging through hardship and pain
Neither followed by love

But Miss-ery is his only companion
Sir Vengeance is his sage
Lady Hatred is his lust

Fueled by the drink of anger
Turning the energy into onslaught
Blood; the only compensation

Time struck Luck's chord
He stumbled upon fortune
Thoughts of evil ensue
Nay to lust
Nay to greed
The gold has its due written for payback

Grateful for the company of the Three
Swore himself towards their ordeal
The only thing worth buying

Years passed by
Land shattered and trembled
Lo and behold!

The born aggressor
Wreaks havoc in the town
None were spared
As the town itself
The sole reason this nightmare began

Marching alongside his troops
Charging alongside Death's road
Dealing alongside oppositions
Slashing along the sides of their empty vessels

O hath he won!
The town once dwelled to his eyes of treachery
The town now dwells the victors of bravery!

But something's amiss
No food shall satisfy him!
No lust shall fulfill him!
No consensus shall purify him!

The pact still ongoing
Ending nowhere and forever
He; the king
He; the slave
To the company of the Three

Misery
Vengeance
Hatred
His ultima formulae
Haunted by his past
Haunting his present
Ever haunts his future

Sanity is lost
Betrayal to his kingdom
Anarchy is predestined

All is lost
Betrayal by his kingdom
Anarchy has been predestined

Evil which defines the man
Time which defines his vengeance
The vengeance that defines his betrayal

The Cycle of Karma
My life continues...

But happy times!

Lesson learnt.

Bring your handphone everywhere you go. I used to think that it's hip to own one. Now do I have it, I kinda think it's irritating. Imagine disruptive calls about stressful stuffs when ironically you are having a peaceful personal time. Interrupting eh? Now this so-called thought of mine is ruined once again. 2 miss calls from Kelly. Luckily, it's just for reconfirmation for the job. Hope my name is not cancelled out =x

So FYP II will start offically next week. My faci has told us to read up some stuffs, which can be said attemptable. Although I'm not too affected by this news, but I guess my freedom ends here...again. But happy times! Bitches no more!! =D=D=DD

And offically let school holidays begin! Well almost. If you guys follow the law of Apoolbahari, this is a smart move. One last day of a measly grade will not change anything right? Not even your module grade, nono.

Heh, its 0205 right now. There's this Yakult trip tomorrow and 2 DA points which I might have needed last time, but I can always come back for them later. Yakult can go buy at kedai mama. Heh. Salam.

So left one week for FYP. No regrets.

Hello!

It's week 15 for RP and as my trend goes, the nearer you are to holidays, the more you tend to skip. With things going for me, I would have skipped 6 times per module. Hey, that's a feat! My GPA is twirling down, so yea! hahahha!

Kelly miss-called me and she'll redial me tomorrow. Great! I'll have to sacrifice two weeks of my holidays to work. AT least got moneh. So left one week for FYP. No regrets. Cuz last time, when I sacrificed my holidays solely for FYP, what happened?

I just finished assembling a new metal rack, and left myself some bruises. Damn the instructions and steel. lol

Salam. Malam.

Jagshemash!

Jagshemash!

Today, I skip skool because I lazy. It is after National Days here in Singapore, so I take rest. This situation is unlike my country, where we do not have fire explosion in the sky. Instead, we have Feast of Shurik, where we have Running of the Jew, shoot dogs in field, and we are allow to have sex with our own sister. I am now in Macdunalds in Jurong Easts, where I eat 16 hamboogers and 300 packets of red soup called Ketchup. They do not serve fermented horse urine though. I like you. I find more. Chenquieh.

I seriously need some help here, so uhm...help?

Alrite!

Today's National Day! I'm blessed because I woke up at 1315, made myself cozy on my mattress while playing my DS Lite. On top of that, it feels good to know the whole family's in da house.

I'm now struggling with using Illustrator for an assignment. I seriously need some help here, so uhm...help? Hahaha, I'm a newb.

Salam

I've got all criteria fulfilled! Woohoo!

OUCH!!

My wisdom teeth on my right is still growing! Now I really can't shut my jaws close. And it hurts real bad. D= Worst thing is I can't eat that well anymore, since half the time I ended up biting my tongue. <=p

okay, regarding my CE, I realized after checking my Admin...I've got all criteria fulfilled! Woohoo! Not without controversy, of course. The final activity, which I had no idea what it was, was credited to my overall points. Now, just to be safe, since I'm still in the wanted list, I'm on for 16 Aug...which now reminds me it's my youngest sibling's birthday. haha

Salam

Bingit sak!

Acronyms of RP

PP: Pending Presentation Booking. When uh?
CE: 2 Active to go!! Must be more alert now! 16 Aug booked for 1 NDA...now need 1 more!! D= Halp!
FYP: 1 more semester to go!

So I can't wait for this semester to be finished. Damn noisy classes.

Salam

Anyone notice 2007 is the year of nostalgia?

D'oh!

Just got back from watching the Simpsons! To prevent spoilers, I just say the whole movie is well-written and touching to me! A must watch for hardcore fans! Anyone notice 2007 is the year of nostalgia? Movies are produced that remind us of our childhood days. Bean, Transformers and now Simpsons? Underdog is coming up too, though I lament the idea of realistic movie adaptations.

And I've gotten my beloved NDS Lite!!!! YEAH!!! Alhamdulillah!! And it's as good as a newly bought, since the set is refurbished. A great service from Qisahn. So yesterday night I was on a downloading frenzy with no site penalties too! Stayed up at until 0200, test-driving the console, and voila, my very own PDA! So Sony, nobody can beat the classic gaming of handheld consoles called Nintendo.

And it's a busy week because of that. I though of taking a break tomorrow, but I have UT! D= Let's see how ah...

Ok gd nite ppl! Salam