7 feet under...
I just finished burying my Obek's dead hamster. Was laughing not because of this practise, rather why behind our house? lol...
Should I rebury it? Cuz it's not facing the Qiblah. And there's nothing to support its head.
Didn't attempt that just now, cuz I felt embarrased while Obek watched me dug grave. Hey, 1st time, 1st time...the
Indeed we are Allah's, and indeed unto Him do we return
From the earth did We Create you, and into it Shall We return you And from it shall We Bring you out once again
Salam
Sunday, April 29, 2007
Friday, April 27, 2007
Wahahahha!!!!
Like finally...
It's Friday!
...and I've bought Pokemon DP!
Wahahahha!!!!
Now I have something to look forward to every weekend!
It's Friday!
...and I've bought Pokemon DP!
Wahahahha!!!!
Now I have something to look forward to every weekend!
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Yet to be proven; considered truth as of now
People People!
I've just formulated a theory:
1. The fatter a male is, the funnier they are
2. The bigger of the breasts a female has, the dumber they are
Yet to be proven; considered truth as of now
Salam... >_>
I've just formulated a theory:
1. The fatter a male is, the funnier they are
2. The bigger of the breasts a female has, the dumber they are
Yet to be proven; considered truth as of now
Salam... >_>
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Urgh... there goes my Wednesdays
For the 1st time in 2007...
I managed to get a 12 hr sleep! Whee! Ironically, it's on a sch curriculum. Even though I had to go to sch today, I tried to lengthen my snooze, but of cuz I cannot. Instead, in sch, I was so tired. Ended almost at 1900. Urgh... there goes my Wednesdays.
I managed to get a 12 hr sleep! Whee! Ironically, it's on a sch curriculum. Even though I had to go to sch today, I tried to lengthen my snooze, but of cuz I cannot. Instead, in sch, I was so tired. Ended almost at 1900. Urgh... there goes my Wednesdays.
Friday, April 20, 2007
I was sure I applied toothpaste
Utterly strange...
When I was brushing my teeth, it tasted like detergent. I was sure I applied toothpaste. Hmm...
Oh well, off to school~
Salam
When I was brushing my teeth, it tasted like detergent. I was sure I applied toothpaste. Hmm...
Oh well, off to school~
Salam
Grateful....
Looking forward to the next few days...
Sat & Sun will be freedom!
Mon & Tues will be fun! *really miss those suckers and our convos*
Wed *officially starting lab* Take 2!
Today taught me to appreciate life as it is. No one's lucky enough to get good help. No one's lucky enough to have good friends. No one's lucky enough to share his burdens with an already helpless person.
Grateful....
Sat & Sun will be freedom!
Mon & Tues will be fun! *really miss those suckers and our convos*
Wed *officially starting lab* Take 2!
Today taught me to appreciate life as it is. No one's lucky enough to get good help. No one's lucky enough to have good friends. No one's lucky enough to share his burdens with an already helpless person.
Grateful....
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Go go!
Well, it really did...
I had a good talk with the supervisors, and I must say; they are indeed kind people. I am collaborating with Khairul and they had toned my work down alot, just to let me pass. I'm leeching on his work, doing his protocols. Sorta guilty. But I pledged to work hard in being different from his works, ie doing different ingredients, different media, search microbe, search physical method to extend shelf life.
And today alone urges me to strive on! Go go!
Salam...
I had a good talk with the supervisors, and I must say; they are indeed kind people. I am collaborating with Khairul and they had toned my work down alot, just to let me pass. I'm leeching on his work, doing his protocols. Sorta guilty. But I pledged to work hard in being different from his works, ie doing different ingredients, different media, search microbe, search physical method to extend shelf life.
And today alone urges me to strive on! Go go!
Salam...
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Detour: <-- Stress Off Machine Off -->
I took the risk and it pays off...
Tomorrow will be the deciding day...
Detour: <-- Stress Off Machine Off -->
I prayed to Allah to guide me along my decisions, be it good or bad. He answered my call. I'm grateful for Him. Amin...
...and to the rest who did not question my judgment and supported my decisions, I will never let you down and betray thee...
Tomorrow will be the deciding day...
Detour: <-- Stress Off Machine Off -->
I prayed to Allah to guide me along my decisions, be it good or bad. He answered my call. I'm grateful for Him. Amin...
...and to the rest who did not question my judgment and supported my decisions, I will never let you down and betray thee...
Friday, April 13, 2007
Personal Sabotage/Miss those times
Today was the last Friday before sch reopens...
Had a good chat with my good friend. Whatever that we talked about...it lifted my depression and troubles just thinking about them. Yesterday I had to do another research again, so I just told my teammate that I'm sick of this and not wanting to continue with this. Whenever I keep thinking of having to do a rough finding, the stress of finding a good result will overtake my sanity. I'll always complain to Mak about my stress and I'm really guilty of having her to share and feel the situation I'm going through. Everyone had their project taken a step further, but I'm still at the blueprint. Sigh...I really am not cut out for Science or any of this learn yourself stuff...
Mak said that if I'm overstressed with this, she told me to forget about it. I'm doing a Personal Sabotage right now, so whatever happens, I'm gonna say no to meetings. Withdrawal may soon follow after a few enquiries...Then off to NS I go...after that will continue with my diploma hunt.
I feel so useless right now <='(( Thanks to those who gave me support, especially my parents.
===
As I walked through the rain today, reminscing comes to my mind. Like Graduation Night 04, or any other random events with my buddies of sec sch life. Just this morning I dreamt of my primary school life. Those cute little friends. But we're growing old. My parents are growing old. I have to prove to be someone useful...
Miss those times..
Salam
Had a good chat with my good friend. Whatever that we talked about...it lifted my depression and troubles just thinking about them. Yesterday I had to do another research again, so I just told my teammate that I'm sick of this and not wanting to continue with this. Whenever I keep thinking of having to do a rough finding, the stress of finding a good result will overtake my sanity. I'll always complain to Mak about my stress and I'm really guilty of having her to share and feel the situation I'm going through. Everyone had their project taken a step further, but I'm still at the blueprint. Sigh...I really am not cut out for Science or any of this learn yourself stuff...
Mak said that if I'm overstressed with this, she told me to forget about it. I'm doing a Personal Sabotage right now, so whatever happens, I'm gonna say no to meetings. Withdrawal may soon follow after a few enquiries...Then off to NS I go...after that will continue with my diploma hunt.
I feel so useless right now <='(( Thanks to those who gave me support, especially my parents.
===
As I walked through the rain today, reminscing comes to my mind. Like Graduation Night 04, or any other random events with my buddies of sec sch life. Just this morning I dreamt of my primary school life. Those cute little friends. But we're growing old. My parents are growing old. I have to prove to be someone useful...
Miss those times..
Salam
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
My freedom
Oh well...
Next week bukak skolah. That means no more staying up till 4. No more napping. No more hot dogs to roll (except for some ocassions).
One thing I will really miss...
My freedom...
Salam...
Next week bukak skolah. That means no more staying up till 4. No more napping. No more hot dogs to roll (except for some ocassions).
One thing I will really miss...
My freedom...
Salam...
Saturday, April 7, 2007
the tikam2 theory
I'm out of depression, sorta...
I've decided to just carry on, with the tikam2 theory. Whether the faci's gonna scold me; whether the HPLC's gonna blow up; whether I'll be stunned in the hall, I'll just remain uninterested. Contradicting?
As long as I'm the one suffering the damage, and none shall leave with my bruises and cuts. And should I fail, I'll just say my project went ka-boom. Heh, and off to the army we go~
I've decided to just carry on, with the tikam2 theory. Whether the faci's gonna scold me; whether the HPLC's gonna blow up; whether I'll be stunned in the hall, I'll just remain uninterested. Contradicting?
As long as I'm the one suffering the damage, and none shall leave with my bruises and cuts. And should I fail, I'll just say my project went ka-boom. Heh, and off to the army we go~
Wednesday, April 4, 2007
I welcome you to my darkest hour...
I welcome you to my darkest hour...
Because of the damn machine. I ask you: who has ever used the HPLC? I have not, and I need to learn how. Got lots of trial and error; the latter is what worries me most.
Well, I confer my stress to Mak. Nice lady she is. I talked about the possibilities about me failing the 1st project. She kinda agreed with my decisions to continue NS first. But see how...I think I fail to anticipate the kind of teammates I'll be working with =(
Oh..this Friday got kenduri. Am looking forward to the gathering of my relatives. Gonna cheer myself up. Target Sunday for proposal. Too bad people think we're slackers...
Salam
Because of the damn machine. I ask you: who has ever used the HPLC? I have not, and I need to learn how. Got lots of trial and error; the latter is what worries me most.
Well, I confer my stress to Mak. Nice lady she is. I talked about the possibilities about me failing the 1st project. She kinda agreed with my decisions to continue NS first. But see how...I think I fail to anticipate the kind of teammates I'll be working with =(
Oh..this Friday got kenduri. Am looking forward to the gathering of my relatives. Gonna cheer myself up. Target Sunday for proposal. Too bad people think we're slackers...
Salam
Monday, April 2, 2007
As I reminisce into childhood...
Was watching my brother playing Vice City...
Man, I must say I miss the 80-90's. The process of urbanization. Buildings still surrounded by patches of green field. The sweet sound of silence as it breaks into dusk.
But nothing beats the mainstream of Malay (jiwang) rock and thrash metal X)
As I reminisce into childhood, I can vaguely remember the scenery on the 5th floor. You can see clearly the Mrt railtracks of Jurong East-Clementi. Just last month, I can't even see that from the 9th floor... It irks my eyes from seeing tall buildings..
How I wish to be born in the 80's instead...
How I wish to build a time machine...
Salam
Man, I must say I miss the 80-90's. The process of urbanization. Buildings still surrounded by patches of green field. The sweet sound of silence as it breaks into dusk.
But nothing beats the mainstream of Malay (jiwang) rock and thrash metal X)
As I reminisce into childhood, I can vaguely remember the scenery on the 5th floor. You can see clearly the Mrt railtracks of Jurong East-Clementi. Just last month, I can't even see that from the 9th floor... It irks my eyes from seeing tall buildings..
How I wish to be born in the 80's instead...
How I wish to build a time machine...
Salam
Sunday, April 1, 2007
Oh, what hypocrisy
I'm really sorry...
For using profanities in my previous post. I was really pressurized by the sudden amount of workload that had to be done in a cramped timetable. So I cannot say this vacation had been a boring one...
The previous post really described my anger and vanity. I thought that last semester was hell, but little did I knew there's part two. I believed my past actions would explain for this misery. Wallahualam. FYP's gonna be really digging my grave. I can just anticipate the amount of pressure in store for me.
But it's just one more year! 1 more year! You will see this blog praising RP for giving me the oppurtunity of having a diploma next year. Oh, what hypocrisy. If only I managed to live through...
Hmmm..yesterday, my family went to watch Bean. It's really nice and funny! Too bad it's the last story, but grateful for not jumping the shark! It's been a long time going to a movie theater to catch a film, but yesterday was special. It's my Dad's bdae! Yea happy bdae! The present would have to wait though. Well despite him paying all of the expenses, I must say that this is the kind of gift that my father would really treasure: A family outing.
Then today, it's my niece's wedding. Yay! More grandchildren! But I didn't attend it because of FYP research...=((
Ok salam!
For using profanities in my previous post. I was really pressurized by the sudden amount of workload that had to be done in a cramped timetable. So I cannot say this vacation had been a boring one...
The previous post really described my anger and vanity. I thought that last semester was hell, but little did I knew there's part two. I believed my past actions would explain for this misery. Wallahualam. FYP's gonna be really digging my grave. I can just anticipate the amount of pressure in store for me.
But it's just one more year! 1 more year! You will see this blog praising RP for giving me the oppurtunity of having a diploma next year. Oh, what hypocrisy. If only I managed to live through...
Hmmm..yesterday, my family went to watch Bean. It's really nice and funny! Too bad it's the last story, but grateful for not jumping the shark! It's been a long time going to a movie theater to catch a film, but yesterday was special. It's my Dad's bdae! Yea happy bdae! The present would have to wait though. Well despite him paying all of the expenses, I must say that this is the kind of gift that my father would really treasure: A family outing.
Then today, it's my niece's wedding. Yay! More grandchildren! But I didn't attend it because of FYP research...=((
Ok salam!
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